On Mount Wilson
Mother said her father,
my grandfather, had a request.
He wanted to take a drive
up to Mount Wilson for a day
and he asked to take me with him.
Just me.
I thought that was strange,
but I said OK.
It was strange because it was rare
for me to have any alone time
with Grandfather
and to be honest
I was never that close to him
because I feared his temper.
On an overcast Saturday morning,
the two of us took the hour-long drive
from Lorain Road
to the Observatory grounds.
Both of us were familiar
with the telescope
and the public access area
surrounding it,
so we strolled to the edge
of the mountaintop
overlooking the Los Angeles basin.
It occurred to me
this is what he really wanted to do:
look down on the City of Los Angeles.
It was early afternoon
and by now the morning fog
was a layer of unsightly smog
two thousand feet thick
pressing against the San Gabriel Mountains
with only the higher hills of the basin
poking out into the clear air.
There was nothing to see,
but he just stood there
for the longest time,
looking to the south and talking to me.
Somehow, Grandfather found it comforting
to look to the south and talk to me.
Three months later, Grandfather was dead.
Christmas 1958. Grandfather shares a happy moment with his grandchildren.